［真如老師。全球廣論］講次0094

［真如老師。全球廣論］講次0094

談到棄自自在，談何容易啊！自己的習性，會一直把自己拉到自己特別執著的那個地方，所以這個時候要再把自己努力拉回來。

在拉拔的過程中，一不小心對善知識非理作意，會認為善知識不信任自己、不重視自己，甚至會懷疑善知識覺得自己沒用，這樣的心思一旦出現，又沒有及時調整，就會跌入觀察過失、非理作意等等這樣的深淵。

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[Master Jenru‧Global Lamrim] Episode 0094

When talking about giving up our independence, it is by no mean easy. Our habitual behavior will draw our attention back to what we are in particular obsessed with. Thus we should strive to pull ourselves back.

In the process of struggle, with recklessness and improper mental orientation toward our gurus, we may think the gurus do not trust nor value us, or even doubt the benefits of the gurus for us. With such mentality and without timely correction, we fall into the abyss of observing faults and improper mental orientation.